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Slowly trying to find back what has been lost....
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Monday, June 19, 2006
The Sixth... back from johor... haha... when i'm testing my blog for the song... i'm actually surprised that some ppl do come to my blog and leave comments... this proves that i existed!!! lolz... anyway... back to the topic... back from Johor... bought some new clothes... had fun with You Fu... and had alot of nice food... its totally different from wat i think of johor in the past... Thanks to You Fu..
Actually was suppose to leave on friday night to johor... but was complaint by my friend for leaving him in singapore.. so we change our mind and left on sat afternoon instead... went for supper with Wee Lock... and send him home... we met up the next day and went to Beach Road to help him get his army stuffs... and we left for Johor... on the way... i have been listening to the song "i'll never gonna leave your side - Daniel Bedingfield"... its was a song dedicated to "HER"...
Finally reach Johor and we went shopping immediately at City Square... haha... just to get some new clothes or else my elder brother gonna make noise say i keep wearing his clothes... haha... went for dinner and back to the hotel before going to supper... had a slight headache and fall asleep after popping some pain killers... woke up at 2am to find You Fu chatting happily to Deanne and Wee Lock online... haha...
Smoked and wanted to sleep again... but was kinda mentally disturbed by something... whenever i close my eyes... i would hear loud noise in my head when everyone is sleeping and the lights is off... i felt weak at times and i force myself to wake up cos it feels really wired.. those feelings lasted 2hrs so i decided to smoke again and eat something before going to sleep again... and finally... ZzZzZzzzzzz
Woke up at 11... soaked myself in the bath tub... and prepare myself to go shopping again... bought more clothes and had a hair cut... decided to go back to SG... and it rained... stuck at the pump station for 20 mins before proceeding again on motorcycle...
Came back to SG at around 4.30... went to WeeLock's house to configure the PSP... and headed home for Father's Day Dinner... went out again to meet You Fu to accompany him for dinner at Jln Kayu... reached home about 11.30pm...
To "Her":
Somehow... my heart had chosen to forgive you again... dunno y i just can't bring myself to hate you... even though previous entry i said something so hurtful... heard this song at Jln Kayu... "Nickelback - Far Away" which is playing now while you are reading my blog... it describe how i feel... i just cannot forget you... but i know things are totally different... i'm stuck... I dunno wat i should do... and i dunno if wat i'm doing now is correct... somehow you hold something so precious to me... i just can't let go... i felt happier after breaking with you.. but its only a screen... it didn't last long... just to let you know that i will be loving you... even though we couldn't be together anymore... i'm sorry...
THE
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KENNY HO JIA HUI.
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